When You Just Don’t Understand (Thirty Days To Greater Fruitfulness, Day 27)
This blog was temporarily overtaken In September by my Thirty Days To Greater Fruitfulness Challenge. This post is one of the final days I did not get to post until now. You can find out more by checking out the Introduction.
One of the joys of this journey is that I’m beginning to hear on a much clearer level than I have in a long time. This is great. The only problem is, what happens when you totally do not understand what you hear? What do you do with those things you don’t quite get?
Case in point: I woke up this morning with a very clear word on my heart. It was like God whispered it to me when I woke up. He said, “I’m giving to you the books of service.” What does that mean? I immediately began to recall the heavenly scrolls that God would give to his prophets. These weren’t for reading, the scrolls (or books) contained heavenly realities that were being imparted to the prophets (Ezekiel 3:1-3, Revelation 10:8-10). So, I guess I have a little bit of a grid for what God is talking about.
The other interesting thing is when I went to lunch today I was thinking about what I heard and was tempted to write it off as just something I dreamt. But as I was eating, I read some of Nudge by Leonard Sweet. I just “so happened” to be reading the the part of the book where Len focuses in on spiritual hearing being the main source where we become awake to what God is doing. To paraphrase what I read, everything begins with what you hear and whether you are willing to listen.
So while I feel like the Lord is confirming what I heard, it doesn’t answer any of my more specific questions. What is a book of service? And what should I do with it? What is it supposed to impart to me? And how do I respond to this? I’m asking Him these questions when I’m not listening. I’ll let you know when I get a response.
As you were listening, did you hear anything you didn’t understand? What did you do about it? Tell us in the comment section.
Join us on the “Thirty Days to Greater Fruitfulness” experiment. For all of September we spent 30 minutes in silent prayer listening to Jesus and then acting on what He asked us to do. Then we blogged about the changes that were occurring in our lives through the marriage of listening and obedience. It’s not too late. If you’re just checking out that experiment feel free to jump in. And if you want more information, you can check it out here.
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Loving A Brother (Thirty Days To Greater Fruitfulness, Day 26)
This blog was temporarily overtaken In September by my Thirty Days To Greater Fruitfulness Challenge. This post is one of the final days I did not get to post until now. You can find out more by checking out the Introduction.
So today continued a string of hard days. My “situation” still is not resolved. But to make matters worse, instead of just not being able to workout the situation with my brother, I had to be in a social environment with him where it would have been inappropriate to bring the whole thing up. If you’ve ever been in that situation, you know it’s hard not to stew on the whole thing and get really agitated.
The beauty of the day (which I’m attributing to my time of listening) is that the Lord gave me the ability to love my brother in reality. In a similar situation in another month, I probably just would have avoided being in the same part of the building as my brother. But today God gave me grace to not only be with him in the situation, but also to bring up the “elephant in the room.”—us getting together to deal with it.
Now, I’ve been able to make decisions to do hard things before. But today I did this because I genuinely cared about my brother. That kind of love you can’t make up or manufacture. It comes from Jesus, and I believe I got some of it by hanging out in the presence of God and listening.
How about you? Have you noticed through the experiment God giving you virtue that isn’t normal to your character? Tell us about it in the comment section.
Join us on the “Thirty Days to Greater Fruitfulness” experiment. For the rest of September we are spending 30 minutes in silent prayer listening to Jesus and then acting on what He asks us to do. Then we blog about the changes that are occurring in our lives through the marriage of listening and obedience. It’s not too late. If you’re just checking out that experiment feel free to jump in. And if you want more information, you can check it out here.
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Walking In Obedience To Yesterday’s Leadings (Thirty Days To Greater Fruitfulness, Day 25)
This blog has been temporarily overtaken by my Thirty Days To Greater Fruitfulness Challenge. You can find out more by checking out the Introduction.
If you’ve been participating with me and/or reading about this journey I’m on, you’ll know that there are days where you don’t hear anything. Today was one of those days. That doesn’t mean that today was a failure. Part of the mystery about listening to Jesus and following His leading is that there is power in His voice and because of that there is power in your obedience. Today instead of hearing a lot of new things, I obeyed a bunch of old things and it really seems like some positive stuff is going on because of it.
Positive Thing #1- We had our block party. Here’s the fun thing about this party: We not only obeyed the Lord in having the party, we actually planned it the way He asked us to plan it. We included a “person of peace” on our block in the party planning. Now the day that our “person of peace” planned the party for ended up being one of the coldest and rainiest days all month, so instead of having it outside, we had in our neighbors’ house. But the party was a huge success. We got to know people we didn’t know. We bridged some relational gaps on the block. Everyone had a great time. (In the interest of full disclosure, I was freaked out about the rain up until an hour before the party, but God helped us regardless.) So we obeyed what the Lord told us and even when things looked terrible, following Him and obeying His ways paid off huge.
Positive Thing #2- My situation is still really eating at me. I’m still having a hard time praying. However, the Lord very kindly reminded me that He had spoken to me some things about this situation the first time around and that those things are extremely relevant still. The Lord is definitely leading because things He spoke weeks ago are even more relevant today than the were when I first received them.
Positive Thing #3- Finally, the book I received as a sign a few days ago I finally gave to the couple I was sensing it was for all the way back at the beginning of the month. I don’t think I would have had the courage to breach the conversation with the couple if I hadn’t had the Lord speak to me several times about all of this. But tonight, I started the conversation. There will be more to come, I’m sure and I’ll need to be bolder than I was, but I started the conversation and I’ll report back on the fruit as we go. As I was contemplating starting the conversation tonight, I was reminded that I had heard a similar thing for this couple several years ago and I could have spoken it then and possibly saved them some heartbreak. Instead, I disobeyed. I’m rejoicing in the fact that God is merciful and speaks more than one time and that tonight I was obedient to His voice.
All of these positive things came from something the Lord had spoken days, weeks, or even a month prior. I know sometimes it’s hard to obey a word that you haven’t just heard recently, but if you sense the Lord stirring that word in your spirit, don’t be afraid to step out. Obedience to Jesus’ voice powerfully affects the world around us for good. Don’t wait.
Do you have things that Jesus has spoken to you about doing that you haven’t done yet? It’s not too late. If you’ve obeyed something recently that God spoke to you about a while back, leave a comment, tell us the story, and encourage the rest of us to be obedient to the voice that is always speaking.
Join us on the “Thirty Days to Greater Fruitfulness” experiment. For the rest of September we are spending 30 minutes in silent prayer listening to Jesus and then acting on what He asks us to do. Then we blog about the changes that are occurring in our lives through the marriage of listening and obedience. It’s not too late. If you’re just checking out that experiment feel free to jump in. And if you want more information, you can check it out here.
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