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The “Situation” (Thirty Days To Greater Fruitfulness, Day 24)

This blog has been temporarily overtaken by my Thirty Days To Greater Fruitfulness Challenge.  You can find out more by checking out the Introduction.

So today a situation came up.  I’m going to apologize up front for my vagueness, but several passages in Scripture prevent me from being more specific.  The short, internet appropriate version of the story is that this situation that came up kept me upset most of the day.  The result was that I was unable most of the day to focus on what the Lord was speaking.  This in itself is a lesson for me.  I need to guard my heart.  I need to make sure I don’t let issues of the day distract me from what Jesus is wanting to do.

Here’s another thing I think I’ve learned from this distracted, unproductive day: Jesus is perfectly capable of dealing with situations that arise.  This situation that came up today is somewhat related to an earlier situation that came up this month and I blogged about it here.  Really that post was about two different situations.  One has completely fallen off the radar with no work from me required.  The other, the one related to today, I knew probably needed to be addressed but I didn’t know how.  And now, here it is again.  I’m not discouraged by that.  In fact, I’m somewhat encouraged that Jesus knew how to bring the right factors together so we could deal with this situation a different way.  I still haven’t heard exactly how to deal with it but it obviously is not of His radar.  We’ll see what He has to say tomorrow.

How have you experienced Jesus leading you throughout this experiment?  Has it changed how you handle situations that need your attention? Let us know in the comment section.

Join us on the “Thirty Days to Greater Fruitfulness” experiment.  For the rest of September we are spending 30 minutes in silent prayer listening to Jesus and then acting on what He asks us to do.  Then we blog about the changes that are occurring in our lives through the marriage of listening and obedience.  It’s not too late.  If you’re just checking out that experiment feel free to jump in.  And if you want more information, you can check it out here.

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I’ve Stopped Arguing (Thirty Days to Greater Fruitfulness, Day 23)

This blog has been temporarily overtaken by my Thirty Days To Greater Fruitfulness Challenge.  You can find out more by checking out the Introduction.

When you sit and wait for the voice of the Lord, two things will surely happen.  The first is that you will have some dry, boring, seemingly ineffective days.  The second will be that there will be days where the Lord breaks in with His voice and totally changes things because you’ve purposed to wait for Him.  Today was more like that.  This was probably the second most powerful day of the entire challenge so far and it’s leaving me hungry for more and totally committed to going through more of the first type of day in preparation for days like these.

Let me explain.  The last week has been hectic and hurried.  We have a block party coming up on Saturday along with a host of other things that needed to be taken care of or completed.  So up until today I’ve been tired and lacking some spark, even in my walk with the Lord.  My good buddy Sean even lovingly hit me alongside the head for being too busy this morning.

I had some free minutes for lunch so I decided to lock myself in my office and do a couple of things on the internet and then wait on Jesus.  The last thing I did before I waited on the Lord was I watched a video about the history of Mars Hill Church and Mark Driscoll’s leadership of what has become a church planting movement that sprung up from there. One of the things that stuck out to me in the video is the inconspicuous comment he made about the supernatural calling he had received from Jesus.  Already tired and needing to spend time with Jesus, I put away the computer feeling a little bit defeated at not being more like Driscoll.

As I sat and waited I had this question that was forming in my spirit: “Lord, why can’t I be more like that? I’ve had similar encounters, what’s different from Mark’s life that is not going on in mine?”  As soon as I asked the question, the Lord thundered in a way that I haven’t heard Him in a long time.  It was imperceivable to the human ear but was forceful and alarming to those who were listening to the Spirit. “You need to stop arguing with me about your calling.”

Those words thundered through me and when He spoke I saw all the times that I had told Him that I wasn’t qualified for the thing that He has called me to do.  I saw all the times I had said that I don’t have the right personality for my calling.  I saw all the times I said that my situation in life was wrong for my calling.  The list could go on and on. And as I saw all of those arguments against my calling I had participated in with Jesus, I began to see the shallowness of my arguments in light of who He is.

Then came the same voice in the same style a second time. “I’m removing the words I can’t from your vocabulary.” And when he said that I saw the numerous times where I’ve looked at my own ability to do something and passed on an opportunity because of my weakness.  I also saw how I had become accustomed to filling up my schedule with commitments and then used my busyness as a way to say no to others but not make them feel bad. “I can’t. I’m just too busy,” would be my typical line.  Now, however, the Lord has removed the words “I can’t” from my vocabulary.  As I saw this, spontaneous wisdom came from my spirit (a very distinct way of hearing, different from the voice  of the Lord before) and I began to see that I would need stop saying “I can’t” because of busyness. That is no longer an option.  But I can say, “I won’t” which is something I hardly ever say.

Those of you who know me well know how huge of a struggle some of these issues have been for me.  Today in the span of ten minutes the Lord corrected them with His thundering voice.  I’m reminded of a line from a book I bought for my daughter before she was born: “The things which have happened to me are so strange, but although they seem silly they’ve caused a great change…” This was my day today.  After enduring some dry times, I’ve heard something powerful and I’m going to live it out.

Have you endured a long dry spell? Maybe it’s time to get back in the place of listening again. Have you encountered the Lord during this journey in a way that has encouraged you not to give up?  Share with us about it in the comment section.

Join us on the “Thirty Days to Greater Fruitfulness” experiment.  For the rest of September we are spending 30 minutes in silent prayer listening to Jesus and then acting on what He asks us to do.  Then we blog about the changes that are occurring in our lives through the marriage of listening and obedience.  It’s not too late.  If you’re just checking out that experiment feel free to jump in.  And if you want more information, you can check it out here.

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Letting Go (Thirty Days To Greater Fruitfulness, Day 22)

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Today I had another one of those days when I heard something while having a discussion with someone.  The interesting thing is this time I had a serious shift internally when I heard what I heard.  Today it wasn’t so much information, as it was the Lord both speaking something to me and using that word to change my inner man based on what I heard.

I have a friend who is in a different stage of life than I am.  My friend has very little commitments and because of that has lots of stories about what he is able to do with his time.  My dream for my friend would have been that he could have joined us on our journey as a house church but that hasn’t really worked out.  In addition to that, my friend seems to be more and more living for the moment.  Sometimes I’m annoyed by that.  Sometimes I’m bewildered.  Sometimes I grieve, because at least from my perspective, he may be loosing out on some eternal rewards.

Regardless, today I was talking with my friend. I’ll call him Scott.  Scott was telling me again about some of the things he’s doing with his time and how great it’s been.  Then Scott asked me how things have been in my life.  And as I opened up my mouth and began talking, I heard the Lord speak to me that it’s time to release Scott.

To be honest, I have no control over what Scott does or doesn’t do nor did I ever pretend to.  So when the Lord spoke to me that it was time to release Scott, I gave Scott back to the Lord.  I gave the Lord all of my concerns about him.  I also gave him the hurt that I had carried because Scott couldn’t be more involved in where we’re going.  I basically made Scott the Lord’s responsibility.

And, while nothing tangible happened from that point, I feel like I was able to enjoy Scott more after that point.  My love returned in a new way for him, and I think that may be the most important thing that came out of this encounter.  I can love Scott without receiving anything from him now.  And that’s the way it should be.

How has the Father spoken to you about people in your life during this challenge that has changed your relationships with them?  Has it helped?  How did the relationship change?  Let us know in the comments section.

Join us on the “Thirty Days to Greater Fruitfulness” experiment.  For the rest of September we are spending 30 minutes in silent prayer listening to Jesus and then acting on what He asks us to do.  Then we blog about the changes that are occurring in our lives through the marriage of listening and obedience.  It’s not too late.  If you’re just checking out that experiment feel free to jump in.  And if you want more information, you can check it out here.

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The Word of Knowledge (Thirty Days to Greater Fruitfulness, Day 21)

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The day had an interesting twist to it.  It seems the longer I spend listening to Jesus, the more I can actually hear His voice when I’m dealing with people in real life situations.  Today that emerged as a word of knowledge.  I had caught up with another believer that I really like.  I had just finished asking him about this ministry of his that I love and wish I could do more of.  I genuinely love to hear about the type of ministry this guy is doing.  He then turned and asked me how the house church was doing.  I began to talk to him about house church, but almost immediately Holy Spirit spoke to me.  “Keep it short, he’s just asking to be polite,” was the phrase that came to me quickly.

So I did. And while I didn’t poll my conversation partner later and ask him whether he was really interested in our house church or not, I did get the general sense that what I heard from Jesus was true.  What’s great about this is not that I didn’t spend a long time talking about something to someone who didn’t care.  What is important is that I’m beginning to know things by the word of the Lord while I’m talking to people, just like Jesus (Luke 6:1-11).  This will be key in the days ahead even if it’s just over a silly thing right now.

How has Jesus been speaking to you while you are with others?  Tell us in the comment section.

Join us on the “Thirty Days to Greater Fruitfulness” experiment.  For the rest of September we are spending 30 minutes in silent prayer listening to Jesus and then acting on what He asks us to do.  Then we blog about the changes that are occurring in our lives through the marriage of listening and obedience.  It’s not too late.  If you’re just checking out that experiment feel free to jump in.  And if you want more information, you can check it out here.

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Missing God (Thirty Days To Greater Fruitfulness, Day 20)

This blog has been temporarily overtaken by my Thirty Days To Greater Fruitfulness Challenge.  You can find out more by checking out the Introduction.

So the win today was how miserable I was.  That’s right, I was miserable and I think that means I’m winning.  You see, yesterday was tough.  The reason yesteray was tough was because I missed my time listening for the Lord’s voice.
Today was only different because I managed to eak out some time with Jesus before bed this evening.  And while I had a busy, productive, full day, I was miserable because I hadn’t had time to listen for the Lord’s voice for more than two days.

How is being miserable a win?  Well, in my mind it’s good that I’m becoming used to listening and hearing Jesus.  The fact that I’m miserable when I’m not doing those things means that I’m becoming dependent on what He says and doing what He says is becoming my source of strength. And, for those of you who are worried, I’m not falling off the bandwagon, I’m just trying to find all the fruit I can, even when the days don’t work out like I plan.

So, today miserableness is my fruit.  It’s not pretty, but there it is hanging on the vine.

Have you found yourself noticing a difference when you don’t get time with Jesus?  How is that changing your outlook on your time spent listening? Let us know in the comment section.

Join us on the “Thirty Days to Greater Fruitfulness” experiment.  For the rest of September we are spending 30 minutes in silent prayer listening to Jesus and then acting on what He asks us to do.  Then we blog about the changes that are occurring in our lives through the marriage of listening and obedience.  It’s not too late.  If you’re just checking out that experiment feel free to jump in.  And if you want more information, you can check it out here.

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Dropped Balls and Seeing In The Spirit (Thirty Days To Greater Fruitfulness, Day 19)

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Today did not go how I expected nor did it go how I would have liked.  What went wrong today? Well,for the first time in about 19 days I did not get any time in front of Jesus listening to His voice.  Don’t get me wrong.  Our church gathered together to worship.  I did spiritual things today.  I even accomplished some things that I heard earlier in the month (more on that later).  Nonetheless, today I dropped the ball.  I missed time waiting, hearing, and listening.

How could such a thing happen? To be honest, a need came up.  The jury is still out on whether I should have filled the need or whether I should have waited for the Lord to open another door.  Sometimes the enemy to good listening is all of the legitimate needs that are going unmet.  My friend Mary can tell you a little bit more about that from her perspective.  All I know is that I stepped in to fill the need and used up any time that could have been used for waiting on Jesus.  I’m not even filled with condemnation over the fact that I missed the time today, more than anything I just really miss it.

However, the fact that I missed time waiting and hearing does not mean that nothing else happened.  Today I also was able to get together with the first couple and share the things the Lord has been speaking to me about.  First of all, our time was great.  We really enjoyed time together.  And then, when things turned to more serious conversation I could really feel the Lord present, guiding the conversation.

At one point in the conversation something new happened.  As we were talking I began to see an issue “in the Spirit.”  It’s not something I can describe with words.  All I can say is that I saw an issue that was about to come up in conversation floating in front of me.  Normally, I would not have brought the issue up.  But when I saw it, I knew that when it came up I would have to address it.  Sure enough, two minutes hadn’t gone by before the chance to address the issue came up.  Having seen it “in the Spirit” I knew that it needed to be addressed and I did.  And, I have to say, it was good to address it and helpful to everyone involved.  I think the Lord really moved at that point in the conversation.

So the good news is even though I missed some time today, the Lord is still with me.  All of the time I’ve spent listening the past few weeks has carried me.  Not only that, He is more faithful than to just abandon me because I got busy and made a few bad choices.  The result? Despite the worst day of listening so far, I may have managed to be obedient.  Pretty good for a bad day, huh?

How have you experienced Jesus leading you even when you haven’t done the best job at listening through this journey?  Tell us in the comment section.

Join us on the “Thirty Days to Greater Fruitfulness” experiment.  For the rest of September we are spending 30 minutes in silent prayer listening to Jesus and then acting on what He asks us to do.  Then we blog about the changes that are occurring in our lives through the marriage of listening and obedience.  It’s not too late.  If you’re just checking out that experiment feel free to jump in.  And if you want more information, you can check it out here.

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Learning to Focus, Learning to Love (Thirty Days To Greater Fruitfulness, Day 18)

This blog has been temporarily overtaken by my Thirty Days To Greater Fruitfulness Challenge.  You can find out more by checking out the Introduction.

In some ways, today was a rehashing of something the Lord spoke to me about yesterday.  While I was waiting on the Lord, the Lord started to talk to me about how scattered I can be sometimes.  And in the midst of Him showing me How scattered I am, He said, “You’re scattered because you want to know about everything going on around you. You cannot focus because you want to show your sense of control through your understanding.”

He then began to break down the difference between love and knowledge.  Of course we all know that knowledge puffs you up, but love builds up others (1 Corinthians 8:1). But He began to show me that this constantly searching and grasping for understanding begins to make a person proud and give them a sense they are powerful.  Then he showed me the nature of love and how love is focused.  Love isn’t in a hurry and it can linger with someone beyond the initial “information grab” that allows a person to feel like they’ve grasped a person or a idea.  Carnal knowledge will create a Christianity that is infinitely wide but very shallow.  But love will push a person to linger in the presence of the Lord and even in the presence of others, creating depth beyond what many of us know.

So today I’ve been trying to focus on things more simply and not be in such a hurry.  I’ve been trying to love and linger beyond my initial understanding of a person or a concept.  And I’m beginning to enjoy lingering in the presence of the Lord in a different way than I have before.

So…no fruit in anyone else around me today…but I’m seeing some change in me and that’s a big win.

What changes are you seeing happen inside of you as you listen and obey?  Leave a comment and let us know!

Join us on the “Thirty Days to Greater Fruitfulness” experiment.  For the rest of September we are spending 30 minutes in silent prayer listening to Jesus and then acting on what He asks us to do.  Then we blog about the changes that are occurring in our lives through the marriage of listening and obedience.  It’s not too late.  If you’re just checking out that experiment feel free to jump in.  And if you want more information, you can check it out here.

Photo Credit: September WallPaper Calendar by DewDreams